small

i know i can't do the best for you
i know it's all not enough
i know my hands are small
that's why i can't give all the world for you
i know that everything i've done is not good enough
it's always empty
it's always nothing
i'm selfish, that's true
like i don't care about you
but do you know my heart's hurt
my lips want to yelling you that's enough!
can you hear me?
did you know you're irritating?
did you know i wish i'm done with this?
but i can't
did you know i cry, i pray, i betray all my faith for you?
wish that you change
wish that you respect
wish that you understood
that we're not them
that i'm not rich
that i'm not a good sister for you
i'm sorry